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October 31, 2024

  right now at 05.00 am i already manage my dailyt activity for today, hopefully i can do it consistently. to push my comitment to myself, can i depvelope myself like others do, or stay who i am for the past 23 yeaars. the same me bach than when i was high school with out any changes. i really hate feels no purpose with out any ex pectations to myself  for what i reaalyy want. just to much expectation from others. i tink you are who determine what life you are gonna do, do not let anyone stitch you. actually for what i al fear now is i can compete with others and stuck for the rest of my life. i want to peaople move because of me. like ko timothy does and bro kaka. what i want is i want done with money problem. its feel suck when u still fullfill your monthly needs with u need your ass hard as it is. but. i watch a video, u need stop become young man, because when u are young yull gonna so much pain and failure because u dont have any wise.  well i thought i have a lot in...
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On Oct 30

  THERE AS LOT OF THINKS INI MY MIND , sounds like lyric in some song that i heard. but i know wehn i want to write it down down i got nothing to say. maybe its because i i have to much phone in my entire day. i too much consume something without something to produce. i really hate something distract me. its really annoying to feel. and i hate it so much, its disturbing me, it feels like something that hold you back. i know its feel uncomfortable. but its what happening. some time i need to zoom oout a bit to see what happening to this world and consequence to me. what i see. there s alot distraction in this wolrld and everyone have their story. its reaaly for some one for me too easy too get distracted by anything. makes me confuse wether infomation that should believe or not. and i never ask my self it is should i believe? its fun to try something new, i dont know its reaaly easy to start some block. even though i dont know who wants to read this blog. in millions blogs out there...
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